The Night Before College...

So It's Sunday night, the night before school starts back. I don't really know how I feel, I mean I dueled enrolled last spring so I think I have got the whole Jr. College thing down. Actually the class I took in the spring was the easiest class out of my whole high school carer. Not sure if that is because it was history or it was just really that easy. I think it may have been the teacher, she was sightly weird, but I enjoyed listening to her teach and learning history not from a christian stand point. Sadly the worst grade I got was on the section about Christianity.... not sure how that happened. Nonetheless, I passed with a high B. Best grade I made all year!

I'm not sure what to think about the whole college thing. It is a "new start" some people say. but it doesn't feel much different, especially with me not moving out of the house I grew up in. I was bummed out at first about not moving out. I wanted the whole "college experience," moving out of the house growing up, doing my own thing, learning to live on my own, pay for my own stuff.... I wanted to become an "man." The more I thought about it, I come to realize.. what is an man? Someone who moved away from home? Someone who can make their own decisions? Someone who takes care of themselves? I mean, what defines a "man"?  Moving out doesn't make you a "man" or an adult. Quit frankly, I've seen a lot of guys who have moved away from home and still act like little boys. I don't understand why most guys think that it's cool to wast their money, that they don't have, on stupid stuff e.g., alcohol. Now I don't have anything against people who drink, unless they get wasted, but really... whats the point? All you are doing is throwing your money down the drawn and screwing up your life and possibly others. I know I just went on a tantrum, but I don't know, it just bothers me. Our world is so immature these days, I'm not sure what to except in the future. It kind of worries me. I mean it seem like all guys can talk about is girls. Yes, I do like girls my self, but come on. There is more to life then talking about some girl butt. I mean really. Grow up. First of all that's not how you should talk about a girl. Second their is way more to girls than their body. I know a lot of guys like slutty girls, but really? what is so attractive about some girl falling out of her clothes? I don't get it. Maybe I'm weird for that, but whatever. I personally like a girl who doesn't need to show off her body to be noticed. I mean if you have to dress like a slut and act retarded for people to like you than I think you should reconsider our "friends."

I am really bad at this blogging thing. I chase to many rabbit trails. Anyways, back to college.
I can't decided if I want to try and branch out and meet new people or just go to class, do the work and get out. Most of the people at Southern Union are sightly weird and I don't get along well with stupid people which is most of the world nowadays. So I'm not sure what I want to do. I don't like talking to people I don't know anyways. I am excited though. I only have classes on Mon. and Wed. 8am-3:15pm. So that's not bad at all. Also, Excited about football season cause this will be the first year since I was 14 that I will get to tailgate. I've had to work just about every Saturday since then so now I can enjoy the atmosphere a little more. I'm off to bed. Maybe next time I'll blog about my new job at Auburn University Department Of Entomology and Plant Pathology. I like it because it sounds like a really smart depart. to work in, but really I work in the fields like a slave. Until next time....

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I don't really even know what a blog is. I made one cause I was really bored and it was the only way I could comment on http://nkdouthit.blogspot.com/ 's blog. I probably won't blog much, but who knows. I may just turn out to be a blogging machine. As of right now though I dont know what to blog about... I'm not married. I don't have an awesome job. I dont drink, smoke or get high. I'm only a child. So what is there for me to blog about? I don't really know. I guess I could always blog about the stupid things I do. I'll be a freshman this year so I'm sure I'll have a few stories here and there.

If my spelling and grammar is bad, you can just get over it. Reading my messages via electronics can be very confusing. I leave out words and miss spell a lot of things. Its kind of like a game. So if you like puzzles than you may just like my blogs.